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Friday, April 20, 2007
today- sports daythe red house-jaguar won the finals ♥ i dont bother anyway even if im not in that house, im happy for them(: yups yups. im in leopard-the purple house if you dont know. well, i think in my house, even if we didnt really win much, we are good(: cuz, there are alot of handsome boys and pretty girls in my house. lols. jk.
i woke up at about 5.40am [early for me!], cuz i must meet melissa at bedok mrt by 6.30am. i took bus 12 as it came 1st then i went down to temasek jc, it stops there then i have to take another bus to school, so there was 31 coming..i flagged, unfortunatly, the bus was very very full so it didnt stop! argh! melissa called and asked where i was, and.. soon, another bus 31 came! YEah.. it was not full, hahas. i stopped at school and walked to the mrt station, she told me there were alot of "my favourites" there already. hahas. dont ask whats that. :D hahas. we went up then we saw james..haiiz..talked about "blah blah". lols. saw wei zhen getting into the train, melissa was like "dont look at her lah, imagine we neva see her." lols. dont ask why again. hahas.. then when we went down to tampines, there were alot of PRSS students lingering around, hahas, slacking(: we walked, passed by mcdonalds then, i saw the youngest member of my SABO FAMILY..Benson, he was eating with zhen pang/bang and another 2 guys. we went in and talked to him, slacked, waited till they were done and we walked together to the stadium, then, saw kamariah and her friend [forgot her name]hehs. luckily we werent late. hahs, cuz if ur late, have to clean up the staduim. hahaz. then we talked talked talked..hahas. the Justin like Melissa rumor was spread by: zhen pang/bang & benson & andy. benson and zhen pang/bang teased again and they were "kinda" beaten up by Justin. hahas. funny sia. and me and melissa end out talking "like shamin", hahas.. kinda addicted to it, lols, melissa also loh. "anyhow only" hahas. soon, we had to gather to one corner for the telematch thing, i had to "force people" to join lah. and they blamed me cuz we have to do some running. -Sorry): i also dont like to run, but, i just have to. haiiz. we ran helplessly, lols, quite fun. melissa wasnt feeling well so she stayed at the waiting place. awhh.. then, kinda "cried" cuz, i didnt feel the spirit of my class and most of em were blaming me because of this. and i thought about didi most of the time.thinking that he might msg me, well, No Hope! haiiz..)': soon we had to run and i was damn tired lah...felt like dying...i wanna go away for just awhile because im tired really tired, broken and stressed out of my life. but soon i got over it, and we were not the last one, 2e4 was last. we were 2nd last. haiiz... atleast.. then, Y2 called me to run for the choir sports day, "I cant, i'll have palpitation if i force myself...and i dont want any "extra" attention at that time. 2e5 and 2e6 and one more unknown class won. my sabo family sat together during the waiting time. CUTE. hahas, and Justin took photos of the people runing during the break. He is a Pro! lols. yeah yeah. mel & i didnt see "ehem"="the guy she like" at first, then, she saw him.. hahas.. she was wanting to see him i guess, and i was wanting to see dada, haiiz...so me and mel walked pass dada for more than 5 times, and we went over railings & more railings, we mastered it, well maybe she has to go and use the side, hahas. dont ask why.hahas. oh yah, we sang and sang and sang the Just so you know by Jesse mccartney, cuz, we are damn broken into a million pieces. haiiz.. sad sad sad. ok, bk to the stadium, pasta and e**y for quite a few times, and i cheered for them, well kinda..hahas.. pasta, sec 3 yesh yesh, he handsome whad.. lols... and e**y a little cute... cmon, im depressed, i just wnna admire someone FROM FAR.. i also dont care..anymore, and basyir, hahas, something funny: they called his name to collect and he wasnt there and he had to run..hahas. me and mel wre like gigling lah.hahas. oh, b4 the funny thing, me and mel ate cupnooodles, she pay mah..so i help her eat, hahs. we were "crazy" cuz we woke uo very early just now, its like that..ahahas.. after that, we went to tm or cs, dunnno lah.. we saw some people, so we ran away..hahas.. dont ask who. hahas. i ate, the tako pochi thing, and bbq..yups yups... hahas.. then we went home lah, waited for bus 10 and she waited for 22 or 65.. uh huh.. haiiiz.... i didnt go for choir today, im not well! ehk, goin doc later..my dad said i should rest lah...haiiyer... i love my dad! even though he scolded me last night, he thought i was chatting, but IM NOT! hahas..
``dada is in panther, and today..i was like, "eh, melissa i wanna walk pass dada." okok, we walked pass him for like abt more than 5 times, i just wanna make myself happy for sometime.
im now at home, and basyir msged me,
&&:Hey so u regret breaking up him?
[even thought the eng is not that pro, i get what he meant]
me:Maybe, dunoe.
&&:U really like him then why u break wit him?
me:Its diff lah...i just dont feel him...and we neva c each other...but im worried, cuz he neva reply my msgs..
&&:Wat u tink he got other gal?
me:Maybe, should be lah..
[talking crap]
&&:But u dun noe wat. Maybe his really busyn he oso regret not replying ur msgs but he had no choice. Maybe he really likes you but do nt noe d way 2 express it. Get what i mean.
me:Yeah, i noe, i wna belive that, but how if its smething else?...i cant fool myself..i dont wnna get hurt anymore..bt doin this reali broke me into pieces..
end of conversation.
haiiz...
i miss my french mates, daniel especially! haiaz..
I am NOT happy!
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