Waiting for your return.
Profile goes here.(not too long and not too short,maybe this much: hello i am a banana! Call me nana,or bana.I am yellow and cute. i love to peel myself cuz' after peeling myself i feel so refreshed :B
I go well just like that,or you might want to dip me in chocolate. Sadly everytime i get plucked off i get separated from my friends ): Oh yes! I go best with Ice cream sundae.) About this much.
Tagboard codes here. I recommend: Width,360px. Height,170px.
Links:
Link
Link
Link
Link
Link
Link
Credits:
Designer/Layout
Icon
It seems like forever.
Friday, August 10, 2007
sheng shong photos.

the prawn jumped out of the aquarium and my mum screamed! haha!

catching the prawns



the fishes, some of them are dead and they are still stuck there!
tsktsk.
i woke up pretty early? dunows. mark maningas smsed me, i think that sms was frm last night? i dunow, he said it was something important and he wants to call me, despite of my beaty sleep, i didnt get to reply asap. so i just smsed what was it about and he forgot. Wow. haha. i checked my email & friendster. bathed and me and my mum took a taxi to sheng shong. hmmx, ALOT OF PPL, so we ate at kfc 1st. :DD she ate two chicken and i ate one! (im on a diet!) LOL. got really bored (i hate going to the groceries, im just forced to go with my mum) so i smsed micheal, new friend. yeaaps. he is kind. keeps me company. he, mark and geoff?(
di ko klala) work together, they were at work and they sleep most of the time! nyahaha. thats what micheal said. mark agreed too. haha. soon, we finished. it was okay. spent some time with my mother. haha. we took a taxi home again. and the driver was a bangla! tsktsk. haha. still smsed micheal, until he mentioned someone. HURR.
nawalan ako sa mood ehh so i didnt reply. then he asked why i didnt relpy and i told him
blahblahblah. reached home, got bored and smsed and chatted with melissa. then micheal called, they were resting AGAIN. he wasnt with mark, i didnt know what he was doing though. i was kinda sleeepy, so i put down the phone and TRIED to sleeep & his phone was gna die soon (low bat), but i couldnt sleeep. hurr.
ohh, my post sound happy ryt? haha! im not. my friendster is making me angry, there is something WRONG with it. maybe someone cursed it. fck. haiix. i couldnt find my diary, i was thinking that maybe my aunt or mom took it! nyahaha. it was just under my books. :DDD i took alot of "emo" pics? nahh, maybe it isnt emo as, i dont have emo clothes??(melissa's tag) i think i have less than 5 black clothes. one shirt, 2 pants,
underwear?? LOL. okay, this is driving me insane! curse of the emo guy. JOKING. i know he'd read. maybe he wont. i dont know.
if he reads, i hope he is okay and i hope he has thought about what he said to me. if its really true, if thats what he really feels and if he really likes me. &that maybe hed make the right decision. cuz i dont wanna get hurt. (actually i already am).its almost the same exact feeling i felt when Ray left me. i only cried when he left cuz i cant do anything to stop him from leaving. but now, its different.. i feel like hurting myself.. cuz when u feel the pain from something else, not from your heart.. its better..(i dont know if ud understand).. T_T i know lossing blood isnt the right thing, but people do it. the people who wanna hurt themselves, or already hurt themselves. haiish,
di ko maintindihan!.
its hard to like you,
now then i realise.
maybe we are not meant to be,
so now ill move away.
the friendship we had,
can never be forgotten,
ill cherish it,
with all my heart.
i might sound crazy,
but this is how i feel.
when i met you,
my life's changed,
there was this side of me,
that i found.
the lonely side,
your photos showed how deep you are,
it revealed the pain,
the sorrow,
the sadness,
the lonliness.
i learnt to be like it,
it taught me how its like to be you.
to understand you,
to know you,
to reach you,
until you stopped me,
you also stopped me from admiring you,
stopped me from lookin at you.
it wont be the same anymore.
♥
-