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hello stranger.

im at changi airport now, 1218 on my clock. lunch time, i've eaten my Adobo W/egg and Rice :D
i know lately that my days arent going so well, i just need someone to talk to so "hey! you are so lucky, because you will have to absorb everything that i wanna say :D
so you see happy faces huh? yeah, tita rose kinda cheered me up last night when she dropped our clothes. she ironed them and then brought it back to our house, so yeah. she is so damn nice, i think she can see through people. i mean, she can see who you really are without judging you. i envy her :X haha. i kinda opened up to her, told her my problems and stuff. i showed her lee's photo, and you know what she said? "sa mukha palang nakikita ko na xa ung tao na magmamahal sayo ng buong buo, tatangapin ka nya kahit ung buong mundo dika matangap. kahit na pagtabuyan ka ng lahat xa ung taong sasalu sayo." i kinda agree with her. i know he is that kind of person, i wont go against that. ung nangyare lang..binaliwala ko ung kabaitan nya D: kaya im sorry. i know that hindi na ako ung babae na pinapangarap nya so i think thats good diba? hopefully, he'll really find his princess who would not treat him like how i treated him. same for jep too, i know na mali ako and i wanna learn from my mistakes. as tita rose said, "tao ka lang, nagkakamali..you'll learn through your mistakes." nobody is perfect!! yeah! :] maybe i made my mistakes para dun sa pince ko diba? para di na maulit! for now im not sure if i have a prince. guess what? i dont want him to come too soon, :') im done hurting and crying. i dont know if i've made up my mind or what my decision might be? he hasnt replied yet so im not so sure of what he wants diba?

as i said, i wont force you to have me. i know that its my fault and sometimes, i just wanna have some peace for a while. i dont wanna cry and hurt. maybe it'll be better that way diba. kc i thought you'd accept me because i told you the truth. i was so wrong. i dont quite understand why you couldnt understand my reasons. you didnt bother to hear it anyway. just simple things could ruin a relationship. HONESTY could ruin a relationship so much. kaya i dont wanna be in a relationship na. it should be easier and less painful plus you'll get less people hurt diba? :DDDDD yeaah. i thought he'd be able to accept me. its okay anyway, now ive seen what i truly mean to him diba? so aun, shows alot. he can blame me for all the sins that ive made and i wont deny any of them :D i dont wish for a happy ending, i dont believe in such fairytales. truly unrealistic, like love. i dont wish to take back what im saying right now.

i know that someone would come, maybe it'll be jep diba? :) nothing wrong with hoping.
jep is really someone who loves me so much that he'll forgive me even if ive sinned so much and he'll be there to talk to me when i need him. honestly, i know he's my prince. but for now, im kinda lost with that thought. sana mapatawad nya ulit ako. then maybe i'd change my mind about happy endings? :D thats life right? i love him so much. all i want is the best for him. i dont wanna hurt him and i'd sacrifice my happiness for him. [my happiness is to be with him] i wanna spend everyday with him and i'll make him smile till his jaws hurt! he hasnt called me at all, since yesterday.

what should i do?? ahhr, no one is reading this anyway. whats the point of asking??

AMF. haiish.